JESUS I HOPE WE MAKE IT

SO this should be interesting... first of all... it'll be like what? the third time?
the third time. Thats embarrassing.
I don't think its understood. This is IT.
Maybe it is understood. But its just unknown of how to fix it?
If that's true tell me. Cause i can help. Otherwise, its just stupid.
FUCK. I LIKE IT TOO MUCH FOR THIS.
This is bullshit because I know it has potential.
Half of me says we wont make it.
Half of me says we will.
Goddamn i hope its the latter.

Rockbottom

I'll just stand here and wait... and end up with no benefit
FUCK THIS
somethings gotta change
there is zero effort
Donald you may be right... maybe its even clearer than i can possibly see because i don't want it to be true so hard
WHATEVER
this is not how its supposed to be
and p.s. I do that because i can't even tell whether that should mean something more or not
two strikes... so close to three outs

SQUEEZE

M.m.m.m.m..p.li.li.li.
squeeze
ri..t.t.t.t.t..t.t.t.t.t..m.m..ri.ri.ri.ri..m.m.m.m..li.li.li.li.
squeeze
li.li.li.
squeeze
p..m.m.m.m..t.t..t..m.m..t..m.m.m.m..t.t.t..t.t.t.t.t..t.t.t.t.

Oi this is hard
Your really bad... and i hated you for a couple moments... but I realized why and i completely get it
I just can't wait for it to be over that's all

AND FUCK YOU
DON'T TRY TO TALK TO ME EVER AGAIN
and fucking graduate

Why is it that I idolized all of you so much and now i can't stand any of you
Your all terrible to eachother
It's REALLY bad
and none of you have any balls
Except my big b- he's got kahunas
I'm enjoying my own age right now( p.s. You should learn how, buddy- wait, your not my buddy)
I LIKE you guys
For the next four years I'll have you
For the next three years I'll have you
And for the Next two years I'll have you
... I only have you lil monsters for like 4 months

Hey Meg.
Hahaha

OH RIGHT

this is what it's like to not be able to sleep
fuck.