Threadlike Thursday

Today... we hung on by a string
Today... was hard
Today... I made it
Today... we changed

we talked all day/night
I'm ok I promise...
I think i can handle it...
and seeing you that sad isn't worth that anyways
I'm really excited for this... I wanna be your best friend eeeveeer... I mean I know there are others above me hahaha

Wicked Wednesday

HA! And I thought yesterday was bad! Everyday gets worse... life is taking a fatty plunge... what can I do though, right?
Today was weird... we talked a lot. I can't do that yet.
And now the section about Harry Contelmo...
All the ANGUISH
All the Hate
Let out in one punch... I drove my fist as deep into you as my will let me.
Your foot meant nothing... Your dopey hands hitting the side of my head meant nothing...
There was no feeling... only enjoyment...
All the years... All the "faggots"
All the torture... All avenged.
Im scared for my life now... and I like it... I want to see you chase after me... I want to see you be filled with pain
no one understands how much i wanna dig out your eyes with my nails... YOU MOTHER FUCKER
YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!! YOUR WORTHLESS!!!
In a perfect world... your dead... in a coffin perhaps... and I'm pissing all over you. I HATE YOU.
Those bullies in movies? They're real. Fuck you.
FUCK YOU.
All the anguish.
All the hate.

Terrible Tuesday

Today was terrible at school
I told Meg I was gonna cut my skin and put salt in it... HAHAHA... it's funny cause im not going to... forget it
Then i got home... and things started looking up
I got a message from you
thats exactly what i meant when i said dont talk to me.
Had I not been thinking straight at the moment it would have given me hope... the opposite of happiness... whatever.
Charlie, I can't wait to be your friend.

Monstrous Monday

It's like being back in elementary school
With fucking Kayliegh Geoghen
Except it's with Charlie Sevy
Except instead of the fact that I could tell she didn't like me I just had no proof... I have proof
SO MUCH PROOF
I got enough proof to go around
anybody want proof?
proof.
Say proof eight times and it begins to loose its meaning... like other things
fuck me.
Proof me.
It'll be funny to look at this once this hell week is over.

So it just ended? fuck that.
oh well... whats a hurt nigga supposed to do?
Questions I am asking:
Why? WHat did I do? and, Who am I?
Questions I wish to be asking:
Who the HELL is SHE???

I'm so worried it's dwindling...
but like I'm also suprisingly DGAF about it...
Oh what will I do?
Eh fuck this I don't why i do it anymore... It gives away too much
freshmen... do somptin crazy?
do somptin romantic

Uncontrollably

We're Jammin
I wanna Jam it with you
We're Jammin
And I *hope* you like jammin too
We're Jammin
To think that Jammin was a thing of the past
We're Jammin
And I hope this Jam is gonna last

*know*

You bitch... you did THAT on purpose.
Fuck I can't handle this...
I wish people would stop telling me what i can and can't do
I'm gonna listen to my idol... and do what sounds best
you know... feeeeeel it out

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Fuck the weak. Tonight I'm taking medicine.

nope. you didn't catch it. This would mean nothing were it not attached to everything else.
Cold, damp, mother fucking feet... but i have to.

think real hard... you don't know do you?
You soon will...

I A in an R

Thanks Mr. Japanese... sorry to capitalize on such a terrible thing.
You may have jump started something here however... so thank you

That went well... I guess we'll have to see
Only time will tell HaHaHa

I W I was in an R.

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